The Erased Mother

A good father would never do any of this, none of it!

"There is nothing concealed that will not be disclosed, or hidden that will not be made known. What you have said in the dark will be heard in the daylight, and what you have whispered in the ear in the inner rooms will be proclaimed from the roofs." Luke 12:2-3 This rings so true. Anyone that has been through PA knows that with a little time everything comes to light. All of the lies told by alienators and all of the games will be found out. The children do not stay little forever and you can not hide them forever. The truth will come out!

I absolutely love this blog. https://thefourthagreement.wordpress.com/ Just a good read all together. Really puts things into perspective to see alienation from an alienated child's point of view.

I'm so absolutely mad at myself for deleting my email account!!!! I cant believe 4 years of blogging to my babies is gone! I still have the XML file and I am going to try and figure out how to import it so the old post will show here but still, that's not the same... Its not "MY BLOG!" UGH But, it gave me a chance to revamp things, change them around to names I wish I had used in the beginning and a new look... And, that's always a plus! For those of you that are now following me here, I am still alienated. They are trying new tactics now to "keep me away" and its just so sad that all of this has to happen. ALL I want is to see my children and have them know I love them. I am not trying to take them away from anyone or anything I simply want to be a part of the life they already have. It takes a sick selfish individual to keep that from happening for no reason what so ever other than hate, jealousy and pure evilness. I find peace in the fact this nightma

I have saved absolutely everything and anything. I never shut down my old email accounts from when I was married to E and K's dad. I have emails upon emails of us going back and forth, proof of abuse, photos and all sorts of things. Here are a few. Please be aware some of them are graphic and disheartening. This email was written days after I had my twins. My ex husband attacked me in our kitchen to the point I ended up in the hospital having had to have my c section put back together. This was my email to him about that, I had filed papers to separate myself from him and he had begged me not to. This is one of the many random emails I wrote to him describing how I was sick and tired of the treatment and wanted out. This email was written after a physical altercation at his parents house when I tried to take my child and leave. They didnt want me to take him and tried to FORCEFULLY take him from me. His dad hit me and knocked me to the ground (there is a police report). I ended up