An open letter to Bryan and Ashley Jolly

Since I know you both frequent my blog quite often I will leave this here. 

I forgive you for the wrong you do. I will also ask God to go easy on you both for what you both have done, I will let him know that I have forgiven you both because to refuse to forgive is to hold hate and I don't. I know the truth as does the two other people that were there all along, that's all that matters to me in the end. 

I hope that you make sure my babies enjoy the new year, my heart is aching on this day but there is no reason anyone else should feel down. I hope the two of you are over the moon and still as happy as day one because that means my children will be too. 

I know that you wouldn't dare tell Ethan and Kaitlyn how I love them. but I can always ask, so please if you find it in your heart somewhere let them know I said I love and miss them.

I hope they have their memories of me just like I do them, I pray that one day you and Ashley can put aside your hate and childish games along with differences and allow they and I to have a relationship and bond that should have never been broken. 

Until then I wish you the absolute best. 

And a happy new year, I hope 2016 brings you everything you hope and wish for. 

Your children's mother.