The Erased Mother

For everyone that believes his story of “she beat the shit out of me.” That’s not what happened.  He hit me and I hit him back in defense. He got a scratch on his face from my nail. I have a photo he posted the day after it happened, there are no marks.  I also have my booking photos. Complete with handprints, footprints and bite marks on my back and arm.   I chose not to have him arrested that night. In Ga when they is evidence between both parties of violence they both go. I chose not to file any charges against him because he was the father of my kids and I didn’t want him to lose his job.  This is the warrant they obtained for me. As you can see there is no mention of the injuries he likes to tell people he had.  None. He’s lying.  The holes on our walls? They were there. Some were from him pushing me through walls and some were from me throwing things to make him back off.  I did not kick or punch holes in the wall and ...

Y’all. Someone just sent me this. Lmfao If you know me, you know I don’t get high. Never have, never will. I don’t believe it’s fun. He fails to mention he beat the shit out of me and THATS why I was at the neighbors house, after weeks of being there and realizing he was with someone... Yes, I moved on. Eventually I went back because he begged me to come home. I still have the email where he promised our son could stay at home and he would quit being violent and cheating. I also love how he doesn’t mention how he cheated on me 3 times before he beat the shit out of me and kicked me out of our home months after we got married. Or how I had bruises on me the day we got married. You know? Small details. First time he cheated I was pregnant with our son. He left me at home, 8 months pregnant to go hang out with some chick named Lucy. I still have all of the text where I found him talking to her about me. I will never forget the day I found out. I was almost due with our son and ...

#ParentalAlienation is very real and it is carried out by abusive cowards not just during the holiday season as a tactic to further vilify and victimize the alienated parent but all year long too. I am and have been the victim of not only PA but #DomesticAbuseByProxy and #MaternalDeprivation for years. My ex husband was a lying abusive violent shell of a man that once the relationship ended and he could no longer physically abuse me chose to keep my children from me. My children have suffered their entire childhood and will have lifetime results they will have to deal with due to this monstrous injustice that has taken place against them. Most often people don't think when they make choices concerning their children, they use children as weapons while not realizing one day their ammo will in fact run out. Don't be a jerk, learn to coparent and do what is best for your child/children... not yourself. If you're a step parent, sit down and let the REAL parents of the child/chi...

I have ALWAYS stated my ex lied to have me arrested. I know my words are just that, words. Anyone he tells the story to is made to believe his side and only his, they never take the time to stop and think that he COULD BE lying... Which he in fact is. This post will dive into why I am being alienated, how it happened and why. Recently, I shared my old journal where I privately wrote about things going on in my life those last to years with him. Back then I had it "locked down" to what I thought were true friends that turned out to not be. A few of them had turned on me and were feeding him info in real time as I posted. Which brings me to this... There were a few reasons my ex set me up to be arrested: 1. His girlfriend and her child were essentially homeless and had nowhere to go... He had already twice tried to move her into our home without my knowledge or consent. He even allowed her ass to pack ALL of my belongings, destroy some of mine and my daughters things and d...

Posted this to instagram and just wanted to share it here. There is also a photo that goes with it but I can't get it to post for some reason! After my ex husbands recent attack on me I have noticed the ONLY thing he can speak poorly of is MY PAST and things he believes me to have done IN MY PAST or lies he's concocted about MY PAST. Notice the keywords if you will.... MY PAST. Nothing my ex said in his bullshit court chase had anything about my present, all he could do was attempt to smear me with THE PAST. He knows nothing of my present and because of that he is threatened. He's an abusive lying manipulative narcissistic sociapath and that's just present that he has to live in daily. I find it awesome that he can't find anything wrong with my present so he must continue to try and drudge up THE PAST! Don't ever judge someone from their past or hold it against them. It will only come back to haunt you, not them. #maternalalienation #parentalalienationis...

I have saved absolutely everything and anything. I never shut down my old email accounts from when I was married to E and K's dad. I have emails upon emails of us going back and forth, proof of abuse, photos and all sorts of things. Here are a few. Please be aware some of them are graphic and disheartening. This email was written days after I had my twins. My ex husband attacked me in our kitchen to the point I ended up in the hospital having had to have my c section put back together. This was my email to him about that, I had filed papers to separate myself from him and he had begged me not to. This is one of the many random emails I wrote to him describing how I was sick and tired of the treatment and wanted out. This email was written after a physical altercation at his parents house when I tried to take my child and leave. They didnt want me to take him and tried to FORCEFULLY take him from me. His dad hit me and knocked me to the ground (there is a police report). I ended up ...

The month of October holds home to many awareness campaigns but there are two that stand out the most to me and that is that it is National Bullying Prevention Month and Domestic Violence Awareness Month! I can not stress enough how important it is to educate your children about both being a bully and how not to be bullied. Lets face it, people that bully people are everywhere and they come in all shapes and sizes. Its better to teach the children how to cope with, deal and respect others than to have them grow up to be narcissist who think they can do no wrong or worse, someone that gets bullied non stop.  This is something that has become near and close to my heart since I deal with it every day of my life. PLEASE, make yourself and others around you aware of this and put an end to bullying! The next is Domestic Violence.  Did you know that 1 in 4 women will experience some sort of DV in their lifetime? I refuse to go into much of what my past life entails but I was a victim...