All the same
God will love you no matter what, just be honest with him, yourself and everyone that surrounds you. If you are truly one with God then nothing you admit to can make a difference. Living a lie is not anyway to live. If you have done things in the past you are ashamed of and feel you must now lie about in order to live how you would like to or have people think you do thats no way to live, it will always haunt you and you will never be right with it. Admit your wrongs, get right with God and move on!