The Erased Mother

Y’all. Someone just sent me this. Lmfao If you know me, you know I don’t get high. Never have, never will. I don’t believe it’s fun. He fails to mention he beat the shit out of me and THATS why I was at the neighbors house, after weeks of being there and realizing he was with someone... Yes, I moved on. Eventually I went back because he begged me to come home. I still have the email where he promised our son could stay at home and he would quit being violent and cheating. I also love how he doesn’t mention how he cheated on me 3 times before he beat the shit out of me and kicked me out of our home months after we got married. Or how I had bruises on me the day we got married. You know? Small details. First time he cheated I was pregnant with our son. He left me at home, 8 months pregnant to go hang out with some chick named Lucy. I still have all of the text where I found him talking to her about me. I will never forget the day I found out. I was almost due with our son and ...

I am in a mom group. I have been for a while. Some of the moms in the group have been around since everything went down back in 2010. They listened to my ex abuse me on the phone, one of them sent the police to my house once (I told them we were fine and they could leave), a lot of them helped me after he had me falsely arrested. So, one of them took it upon them selves to try and reason with the ex and see if they could get some answers. I did not ask this person to do this and I almost wish they hadn't. But, the answers or lack there of are absolutely comical at best to me. He has absolutely no problems about bashing me in private messages or on the phone but he wont EVER put it out there publicly because, it isn't the truth. He, she and his entire family lied and they know it. They know one day these kids will realize them for what they are and they don't want anymore hard evidence to swing it my way. I get it, I understand. I just still feel like this could all end so ...

I’m choosing not to address this as I previously did on my socials. I will leave it here. I was send a snippet of what my ex is saying about me online, yet again. So, I will address this one last time and leave it here for eternity.  Whoever is doing this. Please stop. Also, I don’t need you to send me these. I don’t care. But, I will respond in order to defend myself. B, that’s not me. Sorry, not sorry. Believe me, I have better things to do then post from some fake account. As you can CLEARLY SEE I have no issue whatsoever speaking from my own name. My arrest records? Shut up you sorry fuck. I have and will (you can actually see it on my blog or my page) an explanation of every single time I’ve ever been arrested. I don’t have a “record.” Have I been arrested? Yes. Do I have a record? No. Lmao court records? Yeah. I do have some when it comes to you and your wife. Why? Because the two of you continued to repeatedly file fake TPO’s against me. Might I add TPO’s that were ...

#ParentalAlienation is very real and it is carried out by abusive cowards not just during the holiday season as a tactic to further vilify and victimize the alienated parent but all year long too. I am and have been the victim of not only PA but #DomesticAbuseByProxy and #MaternalDeprivation for years. My ex husband was a lying abusive violent shell of a man that once the relationship ended and he could no longer physically abuse me chose to keep my children from me. My children have suffered their entire childhood and will have lifetime results they will have to deal with due to this monstrous injustice that has taken place against them. Most often people don't think when they make choices concerning their children, they use children as weapons while not realizing one day their ammo will in fact run out. Don't be a jerk, learn to coparent and do what is best for your child/children... not yourself. If you're a step parent, sit down and let the REAL parents of the child/chi...

Posted this to instagram and just wanted to share it here. There is also a photo that goes with it but I can't get it to post for some reason! After my ex husbands recent attack on me I have noticed the ONLY thing he can speak poorly of is MY PAST and things he believes me to have done IN MY PAST or lies he's concocted about MY PAST. Notice the keywords if you will.... MY PAST. Nothing my ex said in his bullshit court chase had anything about my present, all he could do was attempt to smear me with THE PAST. He knows nothing of my present and because of that he is threatened. He's an abusive lying manipulative narcissistic sociapath and that's just present that he has to live in daily. I find it awesome that he can't find anything wrong with my present so he must continue to try and drudge up THE PAST! Don't ever judge someone from their past or hold it against them. It will only come back to haunt you, not them. #maternalalienation #parentalalienationis...

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DEFINITION The present section provides a beginning definition of the Divorce-Related Fetid Fathering Syndrome, which has been derived from clinical and legal cases. As in all initial proposals, it is anticipated that future research will lead to greater refinement in the taxonomic criteria. The proposed definition encompasses four major criteria, as follows: 1. A man who unjustifiably punishes his divorcing or divorced wife by: a. Attempting to remove the children from their closest attachment b. Involving others in fetid actions against the mother c. Engaging in excessive  litigation 2. The father specifically attempts to "possess" or "access" i.e. control and manipulate what he considers to be his human chattel, i.e. his ex-wife and the children by, among other things, a. Refusing to maintain a regular and consistent visitation schedule, refusing to regularly make payments of child and spousal support, refusing to continue the  marital pattern  of primary caregiv...

Now just take a moment to read the above statement... Then listen to this! Did you read it or listen? If you did then good. This is so very true! The only thing the people I deal with are interested in is power and domination over me so they can continue years later to victimize me! I am so glad I got out of that DEAD END trap of a "family." I am so in love with the family I have now I can not even begin to put it into words... Before I had a woman whom I used to swear gave birth to Satan as a mother in law (little did I know, SHE DID) and now I have someone who I can call one of my very best friends as a mother in law. I don't have evil lying liar sister in laws but I sure do have a brother in law that I would do anything for! I dont deal with bullies within my family at all, not one bit! We love each other and we build each other up, if one of us is having an issue we dont run and talk behind their backs like my ex family did because we face it head on and feet first in...

So many blog post for today, but it is a new one and I probably should have combined all of my rampant thoughts into one but oh well. Anyways, I forgot to mention that since my ex husband cut off contact and failed to take care of the children on his own I have been making video blogs to my babies! That's right, every single missed birthday, Christmas and any other holiday has been documented via video of me saying hello to them along with telling them how much they are loved and missed! I also keep a record of each and every single time I make contact trying to see them so they will see it wasn't me who didn't try! It really breaks my heart to know that certain people could hate a person so much that they would take a way a right to the child to know each of their parents. It breaks my heart to know there are people out there that think it is ok to behave like this, lie like this and try and drag someone through the mud the way they have. And for what? Because you dont lik...

My ex mother in law always did say she thought my mother was trash for the way she did me when it came to my kids and she would hope God to strike her dead if she ever did anyone that way. So, I am wondering why she is still alive? Just a thought. I feel bad for my babies. Many others have said this to me in the past and I notice too, my children are not taken care of to the best of anyone's ability! They wear ripped, tattered, old and faded clothing and I don't think they have had a pair of name brand shoes since I left and hair cuts are not the norm around that house! In photos they don't look happy, they look like the shell of a child. Someone showed me a video where my son called his dad by name and not dad or daddy, that speaks volumes IMO. Its sad when you see a "family photo" and the kids my ex and his home-wrecker have are dressed nice with nicely groomed hair and then you see my babies who are just wearing what appears to have been picked up off the floor...