The Erased Mother

Y’all. Someone just sent me this. Lmfao If you know me, you know I don’t get high. Never have, never will. I don’t believe it’s fun. He fails to mention he beat the shit out of me and THATS why I was at the neighbors house, after weeks of being there and realizing he was with someone... Yes, I moved on. Eventually I went back because he begged me to come home. I still have the email where he promised our son could stay at home and he would quit being violent and cheating. I also love how he doesn’t mention how he cheated on me 3 times before he beat the shit out of me and kicked me out of our home months after we got married. Or how I had bruises on me the day we got married. You know? Small details. First time he cheated I was pregnant with our son. He left me at home, 8 months pregnant to go hang out with some chick named Lucy. I still have all of the text where I found him talking to her about me. I will never forget the day I found out. I was almost due with our son and ...

I am in a mom group. I have been for a while. Some of the moms in the group have been around since everything went down back in 2010. They listened to my ex abuse me on the phone, one of them sent the police to my house once (I told them we were fine and they could leave), a lot of them helped me after he had me falsely arrested. So, one of them took it upon them selves to try and reason with the ex and see if they could get some answers. I did not ask this person to do this and I almost wish they hadn't. But, the answers or lack there of are absolutely comical at best to me. He has absolutely no problems about bashing me in private messages or on the phone but he wont EVER put it out there publicly because, it isn't the truth. He, she and his entire family lied and they know it. They know one day these kids will realize them for what they are and they don't want anymore hard evidence to swing it my way. I get it, I understand. I just still feel like this could all end so ...

Ethan, my sweet boy... One day we will be together on your birthday, one day you will know how much I love you because I will be able to show you. One day you will be free of the monsters that chain you down and lie to you, one day you will be allowed to love freely without fear of abuse from your alienators. One day you will know how much being without you hurts, one day your brothers and sisters will be able to wish you a happy birthday. One day God will right all of these wrongs baby. I love you, I love you with every breath I breathe and every step I take. NO ONE can ever take you from my heart and that is where I carry you.  You are 14 and they have stolen SO MUCH from us without reason ot right. I hope you know how much you are loved, it is beyond measure my sweet boy! We all love you, happy birthday!#EthanJolly #EthanScottJolly #parentalalienation #pas #parentalalienationischildabuse #parentalalienationawareness #parentalalienationsyndrome #maternalalienation #mater...

Posted this to instagram and just wanted to share it here. There is also a photo that goes with it but I can't get it to post for some reason! After my ex husbands recent attack on me I have noticed the ONLY thing he can speak poorly of is MY PAST and things he believes me to have done IN MY PAST or lies he's concocted about MY PAST. Notice the keywords if you will.... MY PAST. Nothing my ex said in his bullshit court chase had anything about my present, all he could do was attempt to smear me with THE PAST. He knows nothing of my present and because of that he is threatened. He's an abusive lying manipulative narcissistic sociapath and that's just present that he has to live in daily. I find it awesome that he can't find anything wrong with my present so he must continue to try and drudge up THE PAST! Don't ever judge someone from their past or hold it against them. It will only come back to haunt you, not them. #maternalalienation #parentalalienationis...

My ex filed a stay in court (against the school board) as you all know to prevent me from obtaining the records. His claim was filled with lies to paint me as an evil person. He called me sporadic, unstable and told many MANY lies to attempt and paint a better picture of himself. My ex will go on and on and on about how I have a violent history and a criminal record. Attached to this post is my "criminal record" as you can see I have  no charges OTHER THAN the incident between myself and my ex. I did plead guilty, I stood no chance in court agaisnt a liar and at that point I was suffering from battered wife's syndrome. I just wanted out of jail and home to my babies and I knew pleading guilty was my ticket home. But no, no criminal record as he and his wife like to state. Anyhow, the school board filed an answer and ultimately my ex and his mother decided to dismiss their case which in turn gave me full access to my children records and educations. I now have the same ...

just a very quick update about the records situation.... This was copied from my facebook page.

I posted this on favebook but I figured I would post here also... Some good points in this. You know... I never thought I'd have to deal with a psycho married to my ex who stalks me through fake profiles and seemingly finds joy in doing so. Even though this "woman" claims to love my children so much she doesn't care to even try to get along with their MOTHER or encourage her husband to co-parent... BUT, instead tries everything she can to prove to ANYONE she can that she's a better mother and wife. Since when is this a competition? Should we not all be working towards the same goal of raising amazing children? Is her life so pathetic that she has to result to bashing a woman and relationship she doesn't know anything about? She has the person she wanted in her life so why isn't that enough? She got my ex husband, he chose her over me (THANK YOU JESUS for that) so why does she continue to act a fool like she has something to prove? She thinks I'm ...

My sweet baby girl turned 11 this year! Oh he glorious it would have been to be able to spend that with her! Yet another year stolen! Happy birthday my precious Katy baby! Mama loves you more than you could ever imagine and you are so very missed by everyone. One day it won't be like this my little love, one day everyone will be free to love each other! ❤️ Everyone on this side is doing well! All of your brothers and sisters miss you so incredibly much! I hope you're doing amazing in school! I got your report cards and saw how awesome you've been doing and it makes me so happy! You're doing great! I wonder if you're still doing gymnastics... your little sister has been asking to get into gymnastics and was excited to hear you had done it too! Right now she's really been begging to do soccer so we are going to try that out. I hope and pray that you had an amazing birthday and I hope hat you continue to do well in school! It's almost Halloween! I...

A good father would never do any of this, none of it!

"There is nothing concealed that will not be disclosed, or hidden that will not be made known. What you have said in the dark will be heard in the daylight, and what you have whispered in the ear in the inner rooms will be proclaimed from the roofs." Luke 12:2-3 This rings so true. Anyone that has been through PA knows that with a little time everything comes to light. All of the lies told by alienators and all of the games will be found out. The children do not stay little forever and you can not hide them forever. The truth will come out!

I absolutely love this blog. https://thefourthagreement.wordpress.com/ Just a good read all together. Really puts things into perspective to see alienation from an alienated child's point of view.

I'm so absolutely mad at myself for deleting my email account!!!! I cant believe 4 years of blogging to my babies is gone! I still have the XML file and I am going to try and figure out how to import it so the old post will show here but still, that's not the same... Its not "MY BLOG!" UGH But, it gave me a chance to revamp things, change them around to names I wish I had used in the beginning and a new look... And, that's always a plus! For those of you that are now following me here, I am still alienated. They are trying new tactics now to "keep me away" and its just so sad that all of this has to happen. ALL I want is to see my children and have them know I love them. I am not trying to take them away from anyone or anything I simply want to be a part of the life they already have. It takes a sick selfish individual to keep that from happening for no reason what so ever other than hate, jealousy and pure evilness. I find peace in the fact this nightma...

Since I have updated but that does not mean things havent been happening. First and foremost let me say this: It is absolutely disgusting to me to know that these people continue to alienate my children from me when I am able, willing and ready to love them and be a mother. They do it out of pure hate and in doing so have stolen the childhood of my precious babies! With that being said, today I obtained some records and court documents pertaining to my children. They (of course) are riddled with lies on behalf of the grandmother and filled with contradictions. It seems as if granmommy and "daddy" cant keep their stories in line or decided which lie is better to tell. This is a comment left on my instagram from their father in March of this year. Please notice how he states I was allowed contact but never made it and that I in fact alienated myself in doing so. He states I lied about the hospital and that is refuted in this post  But his mother (the guardian...

You are now a teenager!!!  I hope that your birthday brought you everything you hoped and wished for. I saw that you played a Magic tournament today, I hope you did good and had fun sweet boy!  Half of your childhood was stolen from us. One day it won't be like this, I promise you that... They can only have control for so long before it will all crumble.  Happy Birthday Ethan Scott Jolly, I love you and miss you so much baby!  Love, Your ONLY mama. 💗 ----------- I am not sure why this didn't post earlier!? It showed as pending so hopefully it will post now! 

Haven't posted in a while and it's not because I was chased off its simply because life has been so hectic, not hectic as in bad just not enough time to collect my thoughts and sit down and write them.  Big changes coming this year. I've sat on things long enough and given people ample time to dig their own graves... I thinks it's about time for the truth to shine and people to be exposed what what they truly are.  I will see my children this year, unsupervised and not on anyone's terms but those a judge sets forth.  I've proven myself to be a good nurturing parents, can't say the same for others. 

Maternal Deprivation Abuse is the same thing as Paternal Alienation. For more info on this and statistics please visit the website below! http://www.savingdamon.com

Its been years and everyone has moved on. Don't you think it is time to stop the madness and let your children have a good childhood? I do.

DEFINITION The present section provides a beginning definition of the Divorce-Related Fetid Fathering Syndrome, which has been derived from clinical and legal cases. As in all initial proposals, it is anticipated that future research will lead to greater refinement in the taxonomic criteria. The proposed definition encompasses four major criteria, as follows: 1. A man who unjustifiably punishes his divorcing or divorced wife by: a. Attempting to remove the children from their closest attachment b. Involving others in fetid actions against the mother c. Engaging in excessive  litigation 2. The father specifically attempts to "possess" or "access" i.e. control and manipulate what he considers to be his human chattel, i.e. his ex-wife and the children by, among other things, a. Refusing to maintain a regular and consistent visitation schedule, refusing to regularly make payments of child and spousal support, refusing to continue the  marital pattern  of primary caregiv...

This is a direct copy of a post from my other blog... I just don't understand why people can't leave me alone! I was attacked by my ex sister in law yesterday more or less. Out of nowhere the crazy woman starts accusing me of stealing pics of her daughter off of her child's website (we think, not sure). No, I would never do that and have no reason to, have I looked at it? Yes, I have tons of friends that share the status's she makes about her precious daughter and the health issues she has but I have never stolen and would never steal her pics so why she is claiming that makes NO SENSE to me. She then went on to say "I am very upset that this has happened and it has been a portal to hurt others! I do not want to take (child's name) page down because that only means that this person has won." I don't understand what she means by that at all. No one is doing anything to hurt anyone as far as I know? I really think I am lost in all of this honestly. Someo...